The Labor’s Day is nearly walking to its end. During these days I keep working all the way. I am busily learning all the subjects that had fallen behind because of my failure of balancing my time in the past, in order to make up for what I have missed. So holiday to me also means workday. But there is a difference to me between holiday and workday, that is during holiday, I can acquire adequate sleep. You know from Monday to Friday, I never feel the moment when I am really resting. Even lying on bed after a hard day work, my mind is still capture by my study. I have to meditate on my haves and have-nots in my subjects, and how I can learn it to the best. Of course I will think of my English. Though presently my English is somewhat superior to many others, it is still awkward compared with the one of other mighty English lovers in my school, not to mention those from other famous university. Thinking of this, I feel being injected with enormous energy and passion, and resolve to persist in learning.
To me, I am myself; to the world, I am no one! Why? Cos however much achievement you have reached, it is just a drop in the development of human beings, even it is not comparable to be called “ a drop”. so whatsoever you fulfill, do keep in mind that struggling and striving is the eternal main theme in the rest of your life. Once you stop, your past accomplishments will become mockeries overnight. It is just like the following instance. A general may risk his life to battle against the enemy so as to defend his own county and people. And doubtless he is a glorious hero that enjoys great reputation from the people as well as the leader of the nation. However, if one day he commit a murder to an innocent person, he may probably be sentenced to death regardless of how many accomplishments he has fulfilled. No one will cast the least sympathy to him, but only regards him as a murderer. That is the reality in our society.
So you know why I mean though I am sleeping, I am not resting someway. Many times when I am sleeping, I am dreaming of doing all kinds of homework that traps me in daytime. Therefore, I seek all means to relax myself and relieve the intense nerves. If not, I am afraid I cannot sustain! But that is just a joke! I will surely insist on till the dawn light of triumph dresses me!
During these days, I have a strong desire to go home. I am urgent to see my families, especially my old grandpa. But I really cannot go, which frustrates me terribly. But I have phoned back home and chatted with him. Knowing that he is a nice mood and good condition, I feel great comfort. May you live happily every day, my dear grandpa! Your grandson is caring about you all the time, no matter what he is being occupied with. |
