深圳大学 赖小琪
昨天对我来讲，有点像恶梦般的一天。前天在博智教完BEC培训班回来的途中，我已经发现天气骤然变凉，我的一件短袖衣服已经不能保护我了。当时打了好几个寒颤，但是没有怎么在意。当天晚上只是觉得有点累，没有什么别的症状，于是我就以为没有什么事的。
Yesterday is a day of nightmare to me. The day before, after finishing my teaching job in a training institute, i was on the way back to my dormitory. All of a sudden, I felt the weather changed to be colder swiftly and my thin sleeveless shirt could no longer protect me from the cold. I shivered several times, but I did not pay too much attention to it. That night I just felt a little weary and no other symptoms of cold appeared, so I thought I was totally well.
可是昨天早上起床时，我已经发现我有点腰酸背痛，而且头有点重，喉咙好痒，想咳嗽。中午吃过饭后我赶紧冲了一杯板蓝根，同时吃下了感冒灵。后来累得睡了整个下午。可是当我一起床时，我觉得我还是很累，仿佛几天几夜没有睡觉。我捧着一杯热水，坐在床沿上，静静地望着地板，眼神仿佛凝固了。这样持续了大概五分钟，我突然意识到不对劲，立即起身到冲凉房里洗个脸，下楼去打饭吃。晚上还有英语角，其实我想不去的，但是不去的话又能怎样？而且还有听力测试，另外也在公文通发了公告说要讲一下作文的写法的（虽然这件事我是后来经人提起才想起来的）。于是我还是强撑着去了。
But yesterday when I got up, I felt great pain all over my body. I also felt heavy in my head and itchy in my throat and continuously coughed. After lunch, I hurried to take some medicine, which made me very tired and sleep for the whole afternoon. But when I got up, I still felt exhausted as if I did not go to bed for several days. I was hold a cup of hot water and sat on the edge of my bed, staring at the floor silently with my eyes dully fixed for some five minutes. Then suddenly, I realized I could not go on like this and rushed into the washroom for a facial wash,and then went downstairs to have my meal. Actually I did not want to attend the English corner at night. But I know I have to, because I am the host and responsible for the whole activity including BEC listening test and BEC composition instruction. Therefore, I sustained myself painstakingly and went to attend the corner.
昨天夜里，我的病可能到达了顶峰。我感到全身发烫，我知道我在发着烧，同时喉咙好痒好痛，我咳个不停，每咳一次我的喉咙就痛得刀割一样。很庆幸我的舍友伟平昨晚没有回来睡，否则我怕我的咳嗽声会让他一夜无眠。我整个人迷迷糊糊，后来一摸额头发现烧得不轻，我强撑着起床，倒了一杯水，然后“咕嗵”一声全喝下去了。三更半夜的，我想我要是有什么事也没有人发现，我也不可能叫别人这个时间送我去医院，所以我想我只能自救了，我现在唯一的办法就是喝水。喝过水后我又回到床上，躺在那里我依然神志不清，我在想着我明天会不会醒过来。
Last night, I felt my illness reached its peak. I felt hot all over my body and I knew I had a fever then. Meantime, my throat was so itchy and painful that it made me cough nonstop. Every of my cough penetrated my throat to death. Luckily, my roommate Weiping did not sleep in the room with me, or my cough might have deeply disturbed him. I felt a mess in my mind and had a terrible fever. In the midnight, I got up painstakingly again and drank up a full glass of water. I thought if something wrong happened to me, nobody would know at such a time and it was impossible for me to ask someone to send me to hospital then. So the only way to save myself was to drink more water. Then I went to bed again with a dull mind, thinking wether I could open my eyes the next morning.
可能心情对我病也影响很大。这几天我的心情都很不好，有些事情一直困扰着我，我感到好烦。不过我也看开了。命里有时终须有，命里无时莫强求。我既然都做到这个份上了，有与没有已经不是我能决定的。我不会再去想它，我心里一次次对自己说，不管最后的结果如何，我都要勇敢地走下去，我要走出一条属于我自己的路！
Maybe my recent mood also affected my illness tremendously. These days I felt terribly upset due to some private affairs haunting my mind. But now I am totally relaxed. As a saying goes, you will get what is doomed to be yours, and you will not get what is not. Since I have tried my best for it, I can barely decide the result. I will not think of it any more. I say to myself again and again that no matter what result it may be, I will move forward boldly and walk out a road that belongs to myself uniquely. |
