The Love Never Began
Do you believe falling in love with somebody at first sight? I did never not believe that before, but I did believe when I met him.
How can I describe this special experience? Maybe romantic, exciting, unbelievable or even sad.
My prosaic loose summer vacation was over, so I dragged my heavy baggage and got on the train from TaiYuan (The departure station) to Guangzhou (The terminal) as usual. (I was to get off midway).As for me, it wasn’t my first trip: so I was ready for the long and boring 30-hour trip.
Everything began due to my heavy baggage .My mother always put everything which she thought needed into it when I went to school .Probably, she even wanted to package herself with me, ahah. But then, trouble was coming. I really can’t lift it and put it onto the luggage rack.
“Can I help you?” a clean voice from a tall boy.
“Oh, thank you so much. It’s so heavy that I can’t manage it myself.” I said.
When everything was okay, I intended to spend my 30 hours on my bed .At that time, I found that we were just in the same compartment. Oh, I nearly forgot to tell you that there were six people in the compartment. Fortunately, five were students, so I decided to try to talk with them in older to make the trip not too boring. Of course, I talked more with the boy who helped me just now. He looked friendly and kind. From our conversation, I knew he was just graduated from some medical college. That time, he went to Guangzhou to continue his further study. I listened very carefully and looked at him with admiring eyes. Then, he asked me some questions about my university and my major courses.
Gradually, the topics of our conversation weren’t limited to study, but covered almost everything. To my surprise, I even told him I like to eat jelly.
He was also a very humorous boy .His jokes made everyone in the room laugh again and again .The atmosphere in our room was quite active.” He was a nice guy.” I thought silently .The trip seemed not so much boring as I expected. We were not aware of passing time until the light of car put out. It was already at 11;30 p.m.
The next day, when I was still swimming in my sweet dream, the clean voice sounded at my ear again;“ Hello, girl! It is almost 10 o’clock. You are so good at sleeping!” I smiled shyly,” Are you good at playing cards?” he added.
“Very much!” I replied and got up immediately. After a quick wash, I joined them in the game. In fact, I was not a good card-player. After losing three rounds, he might have realized it. In the following game, he always yielded to me. I did know it. But he was not so kind every time. Sometimes he threatened me” Don’t stop my card, or you will not pass.” Actually, his card were really weak at that time,
Because he majored in medicine, naturally we talked about health. I told him my stomach was not all right, like a patient there .The “doctor” told me not to eat rice too often and soup was beneficial for my stomach. Just a small suggestion, but my stomach felt warmer at that moment.
Time passed so quickly; 30 hours became 3 hours. I would get off the train at 4 o `clock before down .All the friends in the compartment exchange their QQ numbers .Quite soon ,it was just the time that I should go ,all the friend got up and said goodbye to me.” The clean voice” helped me take down my baggage and saw me off. By the time we said goodbye, I didn’t know his name.
I thought the story would stop with the stop of the train, but the story went on …
The next day when I was on line, I suddenly thought of the friends on the train. So I added them to my QQ friends, of course including him. “k237”—the number of the train –I sent the message to him. Quickly he replied, then he told me something necessary about graduate student entrance examination. “Take it easy, you will be success if you try your best”. His words encouraged me a lot.
We always talked so much, not only studies but our personal life, hobbies, even bad habits. I sent him my photos and told him some interesting stories about them. Because of different work and rest time, we often talked just a short time .One day, I saw him was on line much earlier than usual.
“Don’t you have lesson tonight?” I asked.
“Yes, but I want to talk to you longer.”
Just then he told me I impressed him and had good feelings to me.
Watching these words on the screen, my stomach felt warm again.
In the following days, I always missed him, when I had classes: when I had meals: when I lied on the bed: when I listened to the music: even I didn’t know what made me think of him. Finally I just discovered that I had already fallen in love with him.
But one day my heart fell down into the bottom of the hell, from the heaven. I still remembered that afternoon exactly. When I opened my e-mail box, I found there was a strange e-mail. I clicked it. The first sentence broke into my eyes –“I am his girlfriend!” At that moment I could feel my heart broken into pieces. I tried my best to hold back the tears, but in vain. From the e-mail I knew she saw our chat records by accident. They had been lovers for several years and they loved each other deeply. I really could understand they were not easy to get together again to finish their further studies .So she hoped me not to get in between them. At that moment, I really couldn’t help myself. I cried …
Then I decided to write an answer to her; First, I should say “I am so sorry!” though I really didn’t know he had a girlfriend already. My ignorance made you an emotional hurt. Second, I should say “thank you” for telling me the truth in time. Take it easy. Everything was in control. I promised you that I will delete him immediately and disappear. With these words, I found my streams of tears running down my face.
What did my tear mean? It doesn’t run for anybody, but just for myself, including the injustice, shame, sorry and the ending of the story. |
