生活依旧是那样的忙碌与疲惫, 虽然有时我也搞不清楚我在忙什么.
上一期的公司培训结束以后, 我和其他新入职的同事又陷入一种等待的状态, 在等待下一次更加艰难的系统和产品培训. 每天都进行着看似有目的实则却多少带点茫然的学习. 看到电脑上一个个关于产品介绍的PPT和PDF文件, 我感到有点头疼. 其实我很想把它们快点看完并且完全掌握里面的东西, 可是由于我对医疗设备这个行业一点也不熟悉, 所以总是看得晕头转向.而且培训还没开始, 所以单看讲义我是无法理解里面的一些术语的.
看着身边的同事都有条不紊地处理他们的事, 我感到既羡慕又失落. 我羡慕他们可以完全独立地做他们的事情. 虽然他们也很忙, 不过我看得出他们是完全投入和沉醉到他们所做的事情中. 办公室里响起的电话基本都是从国外打过来的, 所以耳之所及尽是英语. 本来我之前一直教雅思, 天天都要讲英语, 所以讲不讲英语对我来说已经无所谓了, 因为我有点厌倦了. 不过当我听到同事在电话里和国外的客户通话时, 我却有一种很强烈的想讲英语的冲动! 这也是我失落的原因之一. 初来报到, 很多都不懂, 而且学起来也很困难. 感觉自己现在就像是一个忙碌却又像无所事事的人, 因为我没有真正为公司做什么东西, 好像天天在白拿工资. 虽然我也明白刚开始每个新入职的员工都是这样的, 以后上手了就会好起来, 可是我的失落的心情还是多多少少存在的.
下个月初就要进行第一轮的公司介绍答辩了. 弄了好几天, 今天上午才把PPT的初稿弄好, 发给了导师让他提意见. 为了这个PPT我真的花了很多时间, 不过我觉得一切付出都是值得的, 因为在这个过程中我学到了很多东西. 下午是一个比我早两个月入职的同事的产品答辩, 我的导师也是其中一个评分员. 之前去参观百旺信工厂时, 那个同事向我们说了很多关于产品的知识. 当时的我很佩服他, 觉得他了解的东西很多, 要通过答辩肯定没问题的. 可是, 下午导师回来经过我身边时, 我问他那个同事通过了没有. 他对我微笑地摇摇头. 我当时真的大吃一惊! 紧接着导师和我讲了那个同事在答辩过程中存在的不足, 最重要的还是对产品不够熟悉. 听了导师的话, 我感到更加惶惶不安, 也严重地意识到了我未来要付出多么艰巨的努力才可以达标.
不过, 很多时候我感到很欣慰的, 因为身边对我好的人还是很多的. 今天早上看到了在国外出差回来的Hugo. 他是之前面试了我几轮的面试官, 一个很牛的区域经理. 他今天经过我的座位时一下就认出我了, 和我打招呼, 反而我瞪了他好一会才认出来. 接着我们坐下聊了一会天. 感觉面试中的他是一个很tough的人, 而在生活工作中, 他却是如此的友善和平易近人. 他和我讲了一些我培训期间要注意的问题, 以及如何准备以后的答辩. 听了他的话, 我感觉受益良多. 当然, 我现在的导师Simeon给我的指导更多. Simeon也是一个很平易近人的导师, 和他说话我根本不会感到束缚, 而是觉得很实在, 就像朋友一样. 下午Simeon和我说, 这个周末要我去接待一个阿拉伯的客户, 下周还要跟他去见国外来的客户. 我听了既兴奋又紧张. 我知道他是想给我更多的学习的机会. 所以我真的很感激他! 还有就是, 我们产品线的两个 “师兄” (我应该可以这么称呼人他们吧? 呵呵) 对我也很好, 经常会主动走过来指导我一些东西. 特别是今天才认识的坐在旁边的师兄, 教会了我很多东西, 让我的迷茫少了很多. 最后必须一提的是, 我认识了好几个很好的新同事, 大家平时有空经常一起吃饭, 互相交流心, 这让我的心踏实了不少!
所以, 我要真诚地感谢上面提到的所有的人! 不管前面的路多难走, 我都有信心走好! 或许这就是人生, 它从来不会让你走得太顺, 而是要你走得磕磕碰碰, 这样你才会成长, 才会真正体会到生活的真正内涵. 当我遇到困难而感到失落时, 总会有一个声音会在我的耳边响起: 你最大的敌人, 其实是你自己; 只有克制自己, 才能制服敌人. 所谓克制自己, 我想, 就是克制自己的失落, 克制自己的性情, 克制自己的懒惰, 克制自己对现状的满足……
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Central bank on path of prudence
By Wang Xiaotian (China Daily)
Falling growth and inflation fight require caution, bank official says
BEIJING - Prudence will be the watchword amid global economic uncertainty and the battle against inflation, the central bank said on Sunday.
"The pressures of slowing growth and rising inflation exist at the same time. The monetary stance will remain prudent," Jin Qi, assistant governor of the People's Bank of China, said in a statement published on the bank's website.
The remarks came a day after the central bank announced it will lower the reserve requirement on commercial lenders, for the second time in three months, to inject more liquidity into the system.
The central bank has to be cautious due to the uncertain global outlook and ongoing domestic economic development, Jin said.
The central bank said on Saturday that it will cut the reserve requirement ratio, or the proportion of money that lenders must set aside as reserve, by 50 basis points, effective from Feb 24.
Before the announcement, the reserve for major lenders stood at 21 percent. The move was expected to add about 400 billion yuan ($65.5 billion) to the market.
It followed a cut in the reserve requirement in December by 50 basis points. That cut was the first since December 2008.
The bank had hiked the reserve requirement six times last year in a bid to soak up liquidity and tackle inflation.
Lu Zhengwei, chief economist at the Industrial Bank, said the reserve cut was within expectations and was a response to tight liquidity.
"And it may be a start for several adjustments in the future."
However, this does not signify interest rates will be cut, he said.
"Cutting the reserve requirement doesn't necessarily mean a loosening monetary stance. And there is no likelihood of an interest rate cut in the short term as the central bank is guarding against further inflationary pressure."
GDP registered 8.9 percent year-on-year growth in the fourth quarter of 2011, the slowest pace since the first half of 2009. But the consumer price index rose 4.5 percent in January after its growth declined for five months.
First quarter lending is usually higher than for the rest of the year, Zuo Xiaolei, chief economist at China Galaxy Securities, said.
Yuan positions for foreign exchange purchases, an indicator of capital flow, fell for the first time in four years in October, and declined again in November and December.
"As the trade surplus shrinks, foreign direct investment slows down and yuan holdings moderate, there will be more space for further cuts and the reserve requirement could fall by 2 to 3 percentage points over the year," Guo Tianyong, director of the Central University of Finance and Economics' research center, said.
Exports and imports fell for the first time in two years in January and new lending was at its lowest level, during the same period, in five years.
The broad measure of money supply, M2, which covers cash in circulation and deposits, grew by 12.4 percent year-on-year by the end of January, the lowest since June 2001.
The central bank said last week that it will maintain an appropriate lending growth and keep total financing at a "reasonable" level.
A mix of policy tools, including interest rates, will be used to maintain reasonable credit growth and curb inflation, it said.
The central bank is allowing the nation's five biggest lenders to increase first-quarter lending by a maximum of about 5 percent from a year earlier, according to a Bloomberg report quoting two anonymous workers at State lenders. |
