每当，深宫里的黑夜，漫长的仿佛无穷无尽.
我就让我的心飞往那遥远的天际，像一只草原上的鹰。飞往那遥远的天际，才能找到我渴望的自由，
才能不用去想：我，究竟是谁？
我是谁的女人？
这辈子，我最爱的，是谁?
丈夫、情人、儿子，还是——大清？
幸运的是，他们都曾经爱过我，
不幸的是，我却不能只爱他们任何一个。
可惜啊，没有人，能选择自己的宿命.
我盼着那一天，当我走到生命的尽头，
就不用再有重复的顾虑和挣扎，
我可以找出，藏在心底，尘封多年的旧梦，
慢慢地想、细细地尝.
然后，我会许个愿——但愿来生，我是一只鹰……
-----> 开场独白
英译版(赖小琪译):
When night befalls, dark and endless
I would fly my heart to the far, like an eagle in the plain.
Flying afar to seek the freedom I’ve been dreaming
Only then would I not bother to think who I am,
And whom I belong to.
Who do I love most for my whole life?
My husband? My lover? My son? Or the power of Qing Dynasty?
Luckily, all of them have loved me before.
But unluckily, I could not love any of them only.
Pitifully, no one could choose their own destiny.
I could only anticipate the day, when I walk to the end of my life
By then I would not hesitate and struggle in mind a bit
I could uncover the dream preserved in my heart deep
Reliving it to the best as I see
Then I would light up a dream: if born again, I wished to be an eagle in the plain. |
